what am i doing?

so i've had three and a half years of higher education and no degree. not even close to it. one day i will go back. just because i don't approve of quitting. and yes, to me, that is quitting. my dream for myself seems to be slipping. but a degree is not everything. i just never found my niche. and finding my niche doesn't end with schooling. it transcends to every area of my life. this slight "off-ness" that i seem to possess. the only place i feel complete is in His EYES...

off in social situations. in religion. in politics. in general thinking. in artistic expression. in humor. in music taste. in what seems important. i am glad to be different but also very lonely. i wish that i could figure out this brain of mine so that i could use it to the best of it's ability.

i do not want people to think that my creativity is simplistic just because my designs are. there is a lot of thought and meaning that go into those designs. i hope people see that, and i hope people wear them. i am so excited about what is about to happen, because i know that good things are about to happen.